in response to Singing Blue Flo... your heritage is very honorable and my deep regards, because I hear in your voice that you are deep believer in the Great Spirit.
I don't believe in any Illuminati conspiracy theories.. and the true Illuminati which have been so badly maligned were good people. Please stand on my part before the great Spirit. There are too many thigns outside my control adn I am jsut a small fish in a world of destruction and abuse...
I raise frogs, so I can understand your respect for nature and your desire to remain in contact with nature. My frogs are very very tiny when they transform. The newbie in kitchen is just barely one centimeter and each one I watch over carefully.
Yesterday, I photographed the emergence of a dragonfly from the head emerging to first flight-- and I handle such insects like other people might thier cat-- but with tons of respect and awe for them. I do not think there is a stupid creature on this earth outside of man. Definitely the frog people are very intelligent people.
I've been up all night-- you can write me directly if you wish Singing Blue-- Once the old Shaman of the Lummi called up the great Spirit on my behalf because he told me that I was walking between two worlds. I as very very ill and all the poele I knew had died... he wanted me to go visit him, but I ahd no money to make the trip and did nto think I was worthy of his care.
For such people I ahve very great respect-- but I am invery deep crisis now and often I am just eating old bread that is very old... and I work around the clock, but nothing seems to work for me. I've just had a very hrd life from beginning to now and most of the hardships occured outside my control. You can't blame the salmon for the pollution over in the Hood Canal. They didn't do it. And you can't blame all the millions of spawn that died in Oregon because the stupid government regulators turned off their water... or all the animals and fish that die in the plastic soup of the sea.
Or the eagles that were massacred in Vancouver-- the greed and toxicity that exists, exists because of man's greed and laziness and disregard for fellow creatures, not because the fish invented plastic sacks.
reallly I did not invent the hardships of my life, but am just entangled in them an so I spend as much times as I can searching beauty in nature and lloking at very small things.
I am here
pogomcl@ gmail.com
I just finished working all night and can't pay telephone or basic things today. I've nothing left--and I am dependent on the internet because of photography. I have some images over on Alamy.com and a contract with AGE Fotostock but it could be another year before there is income.
I am very shy of public. write to me personally and I will keep in touch. I really need to pay off the basic debts today-tomorow because they are obligatory and I need the internet to survive as photographer.